felt that i should give a proper note before i run away from home. probably a farewell too.
say hello to darcinette.lj !
*throws confetti*
see you on the flip side :D
Thursday, November 27, 2008
pantene shampoo smells like honeydew.
I am finally done with WZBQW! Had an overdose of mingdao today, which is very bad by the way. How huh?! I'm nuaing really much these days - not doing anything except going for training, eat, sleeping and computering. Gah! I'm not even exercising on my own! the only time i'm actually exercising is during contact and touch - other than that, it's just more of sleeping and nua nua nua!
My mom is having an issue with my gender. HAHAHAH.
in blacks, most of the girls have short hair, and im contemplating. short hair is definitely way easier to maintain and there isn't a need for me to tie my fringe up, looking like a new breed of the canine family. the fringe wouldn't be killing me by causing mini-volcanoes to form on my forehead (i like smooth and silky) i wouldn't feel so dirty then and my mom would definitely stop nagging about those pimples on my face. GAH! that would definitely be such a relief im telling ya.
(i highly suspect my mom actually wants me to join ballet. no kidding)
could have went back to msia to visit cousins and grandma and aunts, but decided not to for being a calafare is a waste of time and natural resources (YES), and i have trainings. moreover the main aim of this trip back, initiated by my aunt was to allow cousin-in-law to be introduced to them. ha ha, i do hope that there will not be any domestic war, afterall, 2 of my female cousins (and they're sisters! ftw!) are somewhat attracted to this male cousin of mine who is soon to be married! how exciting!
[i just whacked a mosquito off my leg and its dead! and it's the black and white legs species!!]
my body isn't aching as much as i thought it would have been. thanks to the leg stretching thing that goes in every direction. ha ha, i like it! but my waist area hurts, a couple of bruises and stuff, bahh. this kind of injury - shiok.
i'm blabbering like a machine gun at point blank.
i need money to buy canter shorts, fbt shorts, films, cameras, clothes, contact lens, blah#1, blah#2 and blah*#3...
need money = need job.
blah = infinite wants = scarcity
My mom is having an issue with my gender. HAHAHAH.
But i've been wearing skirts all my life in school man! So i am a girl, though at times, i do forget that imma girl, but oh well, it's okay lah. too girlish is pretty repulsive (yes, even girls find it repulsive!)
mom: sometimes i really don't know whether the baby i had 18 years ago is a girl or a boy!
in blacks, most of the girls have short hair, and im contemplating. short hair is definitely way easier to maintain and there isn't a need for me to tie my fringe up, looking like a new breed of the canine family. the fringe wouldn't be killing me by causing mini-volcanoes to form on my forehead (i like smooth and silky) i wouldn't feel so dirty then and my mom would definitely stop nagging about those pimples on my face. GAH! that would definitely be such a relief im telling ya.
(i highly suspect my mom actually wants me to join ballet. no kidding)
could have went back to msia to visit cousins and grandma and aunts, but decided not to for being a calafare is a waste of time and natural resources (YES), and i have trainings. moreover the main aim of this trip back, initiated by my aunt was to allow cousin-in-law to be introduced to them. ha ha, i do hope that there will not be any domestic war, afterall, 2 of my female cousins (and they're sisters! ftw!) are somewhat attracted to this male cousin of mine who is soon to be married! how exciting!
[i just whacked a mosquito off my leg and its dead! and it's the black and white legs species!!]
my body isn't aching as much as i thought it would have been. thanks to the leg stretching thing that goes in every direction. ha ha, i like it! but my waist area hurts, a couple of bruises and stuff, bahh. this kind of injury - shiok.
i'm blabbering like a machine gun at point blank.
i need money to buy canter shorts, fbt shorts, films, cameras, clothes, contact lens, blah#1, blah#2 and blah*#3...
need money = need job.
blah = infinite wants = scarcity
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
gasps!
I guess, you're not so strong afterall, since you do, believe in fairytales - even the slightest bit. To a certain extent, you still believe that there's that special someone out there, waiting. &then you cringe at the sight of this entry, and the video embedded, not believing that a girl like you, a hardcore fan of MCR would actually like such a stuf - A Cinderella Story. But it's okay, there's a flip side to everyone. I actually miss this side of you.
You'd probably thought that you're Androphobic too. What's new? You once thought you're gay. HAHA
Monday, November 24, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
run baby, run, don't ever look back
today is love. very very very very love.
rugby is like an adjective, noun, verb, adverb.
you can like "hey, im rugbying now" , "do you rugby?" "i play rugby", "that was rugbifying awesome!" (okay, i coined up the last one myself)
today's happiness can never be put to words. it's too great, overwhelming and everything good. though i hope that my forearm won't swell up, can kinda feel the heat emitting out and slight reddening now. :S that angmoh boy was just too hard. im serious. HAHAH. brigette looks like one of them when she was playing sevens with them. so funneh.
im like a super happy girl, there's nothing to complain! with such a life, it's pretty fulfilling. contact trainings on wed night and sunday afternoon with scorching hot sun, touch rugby with the usuals on sats. plus photog, and maybe working at somewhere like fish & co, or sweelee, woahhh. if only i could do this forever - thought im not very sure if i can keep myself alive with my excessive spending on irrelevant items. bahh. but still! if this is for the long term, i've gotta tell my mom that im actually playing rugby, not baseball, or ruby. and yes, it's a matter of time that she needs to sign the insurance form. i didn't even tell her about playing contact today, i merely said i was chilling out with friends and going to their house. but i supposed my dad told her, and surprisingly her response wasn't too bad.
"stop playing ruby (rugby, she meant), heavy rain."
okay what right!? step one, im more that satisfied. (: and she surprisingly called me to ask if i wanted to get hamsters, since at her work place, there's people giving their baby hamsters. so exciting!
okay, im still in the contact rugby mood. HAHA!
rugby is like an adjective, noun, verb, adverb.
you can like "hey, im rugbying now" , "do you rugby?" "i play rugby", "that was rugbifying awesome!" (okay, i coined up the last one myself)
today's happiness can never be put to words. it's too great, overwhelming and everything good. though i hope that my forearm won't swell up, can kinda feel the heat emitting out and slight reddening now. :S that angmoh boy was just too hard. im serious. HAHAH. brigette looks like one of them when she was playing sevens with them. so funneh.
im like a super happy girl, there's nothing to complain! with such a life, it's pretty fulfilling. contact trainings on wed night and sunday afternoon with scorching hot sun, touch rugby with the usuals on sats. plus photog, and maybe working at somewhere like fish & co, or sweelee, woahhh. if only i could do this forever - thought im not very sure if i can keep myself alive with my excessive spending on irrelevant items. bahh. but still! if this is for the long term, i've gotta tell my mom that im actually playing rugby, not baseball, or ruby. and yes, it's a matter of time that she needs to sign the insurance form. i didn't even tell her about playing contact today, i merely said i was chilling out with friends and going to their house. but i supposed my dad told her, and surprisingly her response wasn't too bad.
"stop playing ruby (rugby, she meant), heavy rain."
okay what right!? step one, im more that satisfied. (: and she surprisingly called me to ask if i wanted to get hamsters, since at her work place, there's people giving their baby hamsters. so exciting!
okay, im still in the contact rugby mood. HAHA!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
It's over and I'm freeeeeeee!
It's over baby! It's overrrrrr! :D I was so damn happy yesterday!
After literature P5, some of the classmates and I went to PS to eat swensens! So megafrickingexciting! After being out of civilisation for don't know how many months (don't even remember when's the last time i went town), it felt great to be in the shopping mall, NOT heading towards a bookshop to buy pens(PLURAL!) or some 10 year series for econs or something like that. Bwahaha! I wasn't even rushed for time. I totally got blown away at the sight of so many things to buy and some many things to look at, things that could have make my awesome holidays more awesome!!
For the first time in my life, I saw colours in your eyes CORNY AH! MELIKESIT!
A's can kiss my bloody fat cellulite ass goodbye! (it won't be cellulite next time im telling ya!)
Now, it's like Rugby, Photography, Electric Guitaring, Drumming, Work, Sleep & Catching up!! Needa save like alot of monehhhhh to buy loads of stuff. SLR, Haversacks, films, Fuji instant cam, Electric guitar, Nintendo/PSP, havaianas, boots!
OMG, speaking of boots, I got a feeling my beloved black adidas boots gonna die soon! yes! that pair that brought me all the happiness, scored a few tries and got stepped on by bigger people than me! :( poor thing. I don't think I'll ever throw em away. On the lighter side, won some lucky draw and received a $100 adidas voucher! :D It's just meant to be. (:
And and and contact rugby training is coming! NO! IT'S HERE!! It's just tomorrow! HAHAHAHA. WOAH! I CANNOT TAKE IT I WANT TO SCREAM!! This is life and I'm loving it! but there's one thing - that i cannot tell my mom about it. she doesn'treally accept rugby, or more of her daughter playing rugby. but whatever it is!
Nothing can contain my excitement now! I feel so woahhhhhh to the extent that i think i will have a outburst of happiness on my dad and pyscho him to get me some stuff! Just the other day my dad offered to get me canterbury shorts!! CANTERBURY! :D but i rejected. i must have been possessed. But it's okay! I'll share it with teamies, since it's like 3 for 80?
Hello! since yesterday, Lynette has been the happiest girl in her 18 years of her life!
anyway, sometimes i think i'm a little wrongly screwed up there. i get the gleeful and happy feeling whenever i see a couple that i know, especially if they're both good looking and look so great and nice together. awesome personality tops it off. i get this "awwwww so cute.." kind of feeling and will end up smiling to myself the entire day if i'm reminded of them in any certain way. it gets a little creepy when you think hard about it, i'm like an outright stalker. actually, no lah, most of them are people who are friends with me. but still, it's a little weirdddddd. but neh mind, it makes me happy so ok!.
i just 'renovated' my room - dumped alot alot alot of stuff.
i'm filled with void now. but the void's gonna get filled tmr :D
After literature P5, some of the classmates and I went to PS to eat swensens! So megafrickingexciting! After being out of civilisation for don't know how many months (don't even remember when's the last time i went town), it felt great to be in the shopping mall, NOT heading towards a bookshop to buy pens(PLURAL!) or some 10 year series for econs or something like that. Bwahaha! I wasn't even rushed for time. I totally got blown away at the sight of so many things to buy and some many things to look at, things that could have make my awesome holidays more awesome!!
For the first time in my life, I saw colours
A's can kiss my bloody fat cellulite ass goodbye! (it won't be cellulite next time im telling ya!)
Now, it's like Rugby, Photography, Electric Guitaring, Drumming, Work, Sleep & Catching up!! Needa save like alot of monehhhhh to buy loads of stuff. SLR, Haversacks, films, Fuji instant cam, Electric guitar, Nintendo/PSP, havaianas, boots!
OMG, speaking of boots, I got a feeling my beloved black adidas boots gonna die soon! yes! that pair that brought me all the happiness, scored a few tries and got stepped on by bigger people than me! :( poor thing. I don't think I'll ever throw em away. On the lighter side, won some lucky draw and received a $100 adidas voucher! :D It's just meant to be. (:
And and and contact rugby training is coming! NO! IT'S HERE!! It's just tomorrow! HAHAHAHA. WOAH! I CANNOT TAKE IT I WANT TO SCREAM!! This is life and I'm loving it! but there's one thing - that i cannot tell my mom about it. she doesn't
Nothing can contain my excitement now! I feel so woahhhhhh to the extent that i think i will have a outburst of happiness on my dad and pyscho him to get me some stuff! Just the other day my dad offered to get me canterbury shorts!! CANTERBURY! :D but i rejected. i must have been possessed. But it's okay! I'll share it with teamies, since it's like 3 for 80?
Hello! since yesterday, Lynette has been the happiest girl in her 18 years of her life!
anyway, sometimes i think i'm a little wrongly screwed up there. i get the gleeful and happy feeling whenever i see a couple that i know, especially if they're both good looking and look so great and nice together. awesome personality tops it off. i get this "awwwww so cute.." kind of feeling and will end up smiling to myself the entire day if i'm reminded of them in any certain way. it gets a little creepy when you think hard about it, i'm like an outright stalker. actually, no lah, most of them are people who are friends with me. but still, it's a little weirdddddd. but neh mind, it makes me happy so ok!.
i just 'renovated' my room - dumped alot alot alot of stuff.
i'm filled with void now. but the void's gonna get filled tmr :D
Thursday, November 20, 2008
why?
In an attempt to celebrate POST A's all by myself, with my poly friends. They probably won't understand how I'd feel, how liberated I'd feel after 2 brown years. THEREFORE, I'll wear coloured contacts and act doe-eyed for tmr's celebration for Pseng's birthday. I only have grey. So grey lor. Maybe I should like go to the worst place ever to tan - which is the swimming pool before pseng's celebration. White skin + coloured contacts = AH LIAN.
After A's, no. I won't dye my entire head brown - like Adrian cheeee. Or intend to dye chunks of my hair brown/purple - like cynthia lim. HAHAHA. i thought of being shocking by just dyeing the under part of my fringe red, but then again, it was an impulsive thing, i promise i won't harbour such thoughts anymore, i swear.
Im currently living life with nokia 3100.
Live Life. WOOTX
After A's, no. I won't dye my entire head brown - like Adrian cheeee. Or intend to dye chunks of my hair brown/purple - like cynthia lim. HAHAHA. i thought of being shocking by just dyeing the under part of my fringe red, but then again, it was an impulsive thing, i promise i won't harbour such thoughts anymore, i swear.
Im currently living life with nokia 3100.
Live Life. WOOTX
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